Tell me, Tell you

deceiving.

:| 

deep breath. slam poetry. cry your fucking heart out and let them eat it. 

I want to get married. HA

I’msolonelyIwanttocry

I don’t know what I’m doing with myself.

Found my soul mate on Collin’s new friends list.

She’s amazing. Too afraid to add her though because she will probably think i’m crazy and that I have a big LESBIAN crush on her (haha Mean Girls haha “SUCK ON THAT!! AYAYAYYAAYYAAY”) 

God it’s 2. AM….Modern Dance @ 8.

I’m kinda in love with this kid Michael in my class (he’s actual probably like 21 actually). I think he’s an RA in my building, but he honestly cannot dance…but just seeing him try gives my heart hope…and I can say he was my first dance partner EVER..that’s a lie..second… but I like to block out the image of my first one because I was like 9 and he creeped me out and couldn’t lift me up even though I probs weighed like 105 lbs. O__O

Keep having dreams about David. Keep having dreams I’m preggers with Coll’s baby. Reality is signaling something is horribly wrong with me.

Max Dobler is gay What can I say I probably turned him the homosexual way

…good lord this is my life.